Nana(me)

Because Nanami is my depression in human form. Why did I do that? When Nana-chan arised form my mind, she was cute, shy, and just with lowered self-confidence... In 2010, after few painful experiences I drew other kind of Nanami - False Death.. Demonish, dying Nanami. I didn't understand why. I thought I was happy, coz I was with the one I loved. Finally not alone... I was never so wrong in my life. Anyway, I was drawing her without knowing what is happening with me.
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The true is that I was alone. In massive mental pain. I was rotting like her. Hiding it from myself, but deep inside I was expressing my feelings.
"She" started to hate me for bringing her to life. And I started to hear her. The all painful words I have heard in my past, was spoken by her. Trash, trash...go die pathetic bitch.

Nanami will never dissapear. Will be always with me.

She once gave me a chance.

Nvm, now.

The picture is showing us from almost year ago. 

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